Saturday, March 5, 2011

Memories in Alamo

There was a guy named Cornelius, which used to come to our home on a motorcycle. He always came with a raccoon ridding along with him. I remember he kind of looked like the guy on the Christmas show that took on the abominable snowman.
There was a lady named Mrs. Gertz, who used to visit my grandma. I remember that she talked funny and when I asked my Grandma why, she told me that she was missing part of her tongue.
I remember Mrs. Kotchendorfer, who was my best friend’s grandmother. She lived down the road and would make us zucchini soup. We would always play with her black rotary phone calling people in the phonebook telling them that we were calling them from dialing for dollars. I remember thinking her name was kind of weird, as well as my friends moms name Dagmar. I found out Mrs. Kotchendorfer came from Germany. She had white hair and looked like Grandma Klaus.
I liked our neighbor Mr. Toungstead. He had horses. I loved riding my bike on really rainy days and after it had rained. Mr brother and I would land in all of the holes that were filled with the most water and see how far we could make the water go up in the air. Mr. Toungstead was always nice to me. I remember sitting on the floor at his house while he was talking to me, and I remember that he had an accent and was missing his thumb nails. I think he told me some horses stepped on his fingers. I remember it was really neat when he showed me and my brother his underground cellar. The air was different, cooler, and it smelled like earth. I remember seeing lots of canning jars there, and thinking I was going through what Tom Sawyer must had gone through.
Twice several years in a row, there were big rains in Alamo. I remember going through the creek and seeing a dead cow stuck in the middle of a tree. It was really weird to see it caught right in the middle. The tree was shaped like a y it it sat in the middle. My brother and I kept going down in the creek to see it several days in a row because it was so weird. What was interesting that another flood came a year or two later, and another cow died, getting stuck in the same tree. It was so crazy to see how high the water came up from the creek. It changed the creek a bit from what we were used to. It came nearly as high as the house, then stopped. I remember standing next to the rushing water with my sisters. Now I look back and I thank God, the land didn’t give way while the water was rushing past us, since we were standing on the edge. There were always interesting things happening with animals in Alamo. I remember seeing horses running in the road, because sometimes, somehow a horse or two from the neighbors would get loose. I remember wondering how they would catch them. The horses seemed to have a lot of fun and didn’t want to get caught.
When we were little, my brother and I would take my cousin down in the creek. We had different forts. We would tell my younger cousin John, that a huge giant would come at a certain time over one of our forts, and he would get scared. We would get to see deer in the creek. And we had forts that were under trees, almost like the Indians! You could fit 4 people inside, no problem. We would pretend we were Indians. Then we had open type forts that we could climb up in the trees and have classes in. I remember in one fort I wrote how to become a Christian, in India ink, on the wood. Just in case they missed the Rapture! I figured the India Ink would last a long time, since I heard it was permanent. We would go through the creek and jump from one side of the creek to the other and follow it North or South. Sometimes we would find Indian arrowheads, and 100 year old bottles, that were shaped funny. I remember one area of the creek where there was a railroad track under the water. Once we found a nice sized piece of Styrofoam, and went down the creek on it. We weren’t afraid of much; we even went through the underground pipes just to see where they led too! We would take things like white rocks to remember where we were we started so we wouldn’t get lost.
You could catch fish, frogs, and it was lots of fun. I was never afraid of snakes, or ticks, like I am today! I never got a tick! And I remember we did see a gopher and a king snake. We saw a lot of possums around our home too.  Deer would walk by my room at night, and sometimes I would get a little spooked, when I heard their feet clanking on the rock.
We had lots of walnut trees, and people were always stopping by our home to ask us if they could pick some walnuts. There was also a huge raspberry bush on the Toungsteads property. We would always go there and pick raspberries. People would always come by to get berries. It was lots of fun. I remember there were some really powerful storms, where a tree fell on my mom and dads car. Once, one fell on my room ceiling too. It seemed really exciting at the time. I never realized how dangerous it was. I just remember loving jumping in all of the fallen leaves and throwing them all around. I remember my sisters and I would have so much fun getting buried in the leaves during fall. And we couldn’t wait for spring and the mustard coming up. It was tall with yellow flowers, taller than me. We would make lots of forts, and hide in the mustard. It smelled so good. I would bury notes in the dirt, in little boxes, and my sisters, and brother and I would play there for hours. Whenever we got hungry, we would either run to the pear tree, or the apple tree, or fig tree. We had lots of fruit trees. The only time I wasn’t happy with the outdoors, was when the stickers would come up. But mainly they came up on the neighbor’s property, I thing because they grey seed for hay for their horses.
I liked to think I was kind of a daredevil when I was younger, or more like a tomboy. I remember the train going by our home when I was younger, and the house would shake. I loved when the train would go by. When I got a bit older, I went to the part of the train track that went over a fissure. I remember walking on this long pipe that went across the top of the largest gap! I am sure glad I didn’t fall. At night when the train would go by, or cars would go by, through the window, a light would reflect and run through the top of our room. I shared a room with my brother. We would pretend that we were watching a movie and make up things.
There was always something to find or explore at our property in Alamo. It felt so big at the time. I remember finding pieces of metal that came from a plane. I remember showing my grandparents and finding out that a plane crashed over head into another plane dating from World War 2 era. And part of the plane landed on our property, and the other part landed on some other people’s property in Alamo that had a similar name to us, named the Timis. 

Sunday, February 13, 2011

My First Crush

My first crush, love was Speed Racer. I even named my doll after him. I would pray to have my husband look like Speed Racer. I loved his voice, and the way he looked!

So I had a few Speed Racer boyfriends in my life before my first marriage. At least I fell for a certain type of guy, that had a certain look. Short dark hair, green blue eyes, and tall.

So the first guy I married looked a bit like Speed Racer. Just a bit. He didn't have the Speed Racer voice or Mock 5! But he was at least within the height range, eye color and hair color that I prefered. We were introduced to each other by his Grandmother D. We got married twice. He made me keep it a secret when we first got married. But it was hard to keep that secret. Then we had an official marriage. I wasn't in a hurry to get married, I wanted to wait at least until I was twenty. So when I turned twenty we got married about a week and a half later.

So then when my marriage didn't work out, I kept my eyes open for my next Speed Racer. I remember at that time, I loved the movie Beauty and the Beast. I remember the Beast turning into this guy...that rescued Belle. I remember getting a card from the step brother of my ex saying in spanish, I hope you get a new or better husband or something to that affect.

So before I met my new husband (we have been married 15 years now) I dated this great guy prior to meeting my current husband. He was wonderful and had a great Christian family. I didn't marry him because he had some dare devil in him, but anyway I found out last year that he died on his motorcycle around seven years ago. It made me really sad. He was 6 foot 4 and extremely kind. My husband was sad too. He met him and thought he was nice. We talk about everything. That is what I like about my husband. He can tell me anything and I can tell him everything.

So the death reminded me of a story I read from one of Mark Twains Memoires. I read a story about the last days of Mark Twain's days with his last daughter prior to her death. It just made me cry so much. I had to get myself together!!! I couldn't believe that here it was over a hundred years after this girls death and I was crying about the whole ordeal. But that is the kind of amazing writer Mark Twain, was.

It all made sense too. How we forget and take for granted the little things people do. I remember him holding a present that she wrapped with her own hands, or something to that affect, prior to her death. And how meaningful it now was.

I understand that. I have a crooked crochet baby blanket from my best friend Ruth, who died around 9 or so years ago. And I love it so much. It is light blue, pink and yellow. And totally crooked!! At least not quite square. But it means so much to me. I love it so much that I keep it with me while I am in bed sometimes. That is how much I miss her.

She died at around 73 years old. She was like my mother. We were best friend for around 7 or eight years. When I first met her, she had come back to life recently from dying on the table during heart surgery. She was operated on in Redding by Dr. Moon. who was later found to be doing heart surgeries to get more money. 

Anyhow, we were best friends. I will write about her later. She was so wonderful. I can still cry If I sit and think about her. She was so cute!! When I would visit her, her husband Ed would play the banjo! They were simple, true, kind and loving God fearing people.

When we prayed together, God would move mountains!

Weird Stuff Reptillian People Nubians

Last night I was reading up on what some may call conspiracy theories. It is about the Reptilian People. You can find all sorts of videos on line about so called Reptilians, pictures of their eyes and videos showing them morphing. It is so weird. Some might find it funny. Then there are pictures supporting the conspiracy of these Reptilian people in power by pictures of our eagle on the one dollar bill with a Reptilian eye. Some call it a Phoenix. How it never used to be a reptile eye, but now it is and so on.

Then a guy contacted me a while back and asked me my opinion on Nubians. So I learned something new after his question! What the heck is a Nubian!? I checked it out and there really are Nubians out there. The guy that headed the who Nubian thing, and started it is in jail now. I did a minor investigation on what info is out on this man, and although some say that there was a conspiracy to lock him up and the police or court forced him to claim he was guilty...I disagree with that based on what I found.

In his own words, I did find on line where he admitted to guilt because he did not want to be denied his medication. Something to that affect. So he claimed guilty, basically because he was afraid of dying...Is what I concluded. So the man did not seem very powerful and strong as his followers seem to think. I hope that the Nubians, go on line and see and listen to his interview on You tube. I certainty would not claim guilt to the charges that were brought upon him. Even if It meant death. He had some pretty heinous charges.

So why am I am mentioning this? Because this stuff is weird!!! Now what is my opinion on the weird eye thing in the so called Reptilian People??? Ok, I personally don't think their are Reptilian people in existence, but I can say that some people that are possessed with evil spirits...Their eyes can change and do weird things. I have personally seen some crazy things. They can turn black, and you can see some type of change in the pupil, that can resembles something creepy like a reptile. I have studied demonology and exorcisms for over 10 years now...So that is what I think...

People that do discuss the "Reptilians," do say they are people in-dwelled by demons, but they are some type of hybrid or something. It is just all weird. But I do think that anyone that has an evil spirit in them can have a weird looking set of pupils occur during a demonic manifestation. You can see their eyes change, if they aren't rolling back.

I just had to blog this, perhaps to purge the weirdness!!!! There is some crazy crap out there!!! On another note, I saw some great hair styling and cutting videos today and a great show on people finding meteor pieces that have fallen to earth. I want to go panning for gold!!! We have been watching a show on that too lately. I want to eat an In and Out Burger right now!!! But it is late.

Later I will write my opinion on orbs, spirits and other things.